Once she said yes, no anyone else can said no.
They're always surrounding her.
She thought that the whole world that can forever spend with her.
She definitely like everyone,
all the time that they spend together is wonderful.
She said,
she love them.
and she always promised herself that she would like to smile to everyone.
every morning, every day.
she can keep on shout and quarreled with someone that she's care so much.
she thought that,
she hated her family so much, much and much!
she thought that, she hated them more them she can said.
she is the happiest girl in the world.
she is everything.
because, she got a gang of them who like to surrounding her.
because, she loved them so much.
she loved to cried inform of everyone.
she let them know her fragile.
she don't care anyone know about her secret or anythings.
never mind, just keep that in your mind. please don't tell the others.
one day
she found that
everything already changed
no one care about her anymore.
when she need help
even that she is suffering or crying
nobody will bother about her
they just leave her alone
they just leave her alone
she cried and shouted in the depth of her heart
she feel so suffering
she can't believed that
they leaved her alone
i don't want you guys left me alone
she told them with a ugly crying face
she entreated them
she don't care anythings
but they just pass by her
she would like to let them step on her
she would't mind
she just need a person who can standing beside of her
she thought that
they're the most important person in her life
she hope so
they're can be together forever and ever
even they're standing on her shoulders
even they're talking somethings that will makes you feel angry
even she is just can sat beside them and listened when they're talking.
even sometimes
they'll disappeared and leave her alone
or even sometimes
when she was talking to them
they're just don't bother about her
she'll leave the place quickly and quietly,
with the tears that drop down from her eyes...
cloudy day
shout, shout in the depth of her heart...
she found that everything about her
everyone knows everything about her
a tiny little secret about her...
they're just don't care about it
so what? just don't care about her! she told me that she is ....
the rain is falling
she never cried anymore
she look at them
with nothing
regret betray
is surrounded her.
i believe that. Nothing is impossible, everything will be alright.
so that
she would't cry anymore
and the happy girl
was already disappeared .
the happy girl already disappeared a long time ago.
she never laugh happily anymore
she become stronger
and she never believe everyone anymore
i just want to protect myself , what's wrong?
yes
she protect herself
she knows that even they're smiling inform of her
in the depths of their heart was actually hate her.
so
she just smile lightly to them as a manners .
she know she is all alone when they're together
she knows that when all of them gathering around there
she is the one who sit beside and the only one no any interesting to participate with them.
i know i am the only one, i am a strange people. i just want to be alone, and i don't want been cheated anymore. that's all i need !
trust her , nobody will likes lonely, especially she is happy girl and they're always surrounding her last time.
thanks
thanks a lot
thanks you very much.
thanks for your dislike.
thanks for leaving me alone.
thanks for showing your true self.
thanks for my appreciated.
because of them
i found that
the most important people in my life
was them
my cutely family.
they're the only one who always surrounding me.
they're the only one will appreciated you.
they love you.
they will never leave you alone,
although you hate them,
they'll always besides of you.
if you needs any help,
they're the only one who will help you unrequited.
so that
she will never cry inform of them anymore.
she try to be more stronger.
and she will always remind herself softly
don't trust anyone. you need to be more stronger.
no more.
all her happiness already disappear.
she wound't believe everyone anymore, except her family.
she try to be stronger inform of anyone.
when she hear somethings that can makes her feel so unhappy.
and she will just leave away
and looks toward the sky
and smile to herself
everything will be alright
and smile to herself.
later on, she found that.
when she was looks toward the sky,
her tears drop down from her eyes
quietly...
everyone have their own story,
all the plot was happening in your daily life.
its began from the first day that you came to this world.
she
would like to spend this little stories to you
that's happen on her simple life,
and this is a little secret of her.
it was a bitter memories that happened a long time ago.
even that's a suffering memories of her,
she wound't try to forget about it.
and she can't forget about it forever and ever...
"This is just a little secret memories that hided inside my heart."
THE END of the story.
*The Girl*
Kai Eng
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