I smile?

What can I do?

What should I do?

Just pretending nothings happen.

I'm not the kind of strong.

I can't do that.

I can't do just like what I say always.

I always told myself, I smile! Try to be more stronger !

But.

Is that possible?

For me.

hmm...

I can't smile.

I can't laugh.

Oh my god!

I always talking somethings nonsense and laughing happily.

Yes.

Just the moment,

I feel so happy and so enjoyed.

But why?

Next moment.

All change.

Yes,

I always pretending nothings happen.

Don't bother about it.

I know.

I never care about it.

Come on !

I'm already don't care about it.

I don't care anythings !

But,

I can't feel any happiness.

and I

never smile anymore.