A lot of things happening in my life.
Even that, it's somethings unhappy happening.
I also always told myself.
Don't bother about it, be happy! I smile.
Well, it's easy to said. But it's difficult to do it.
However it's very difficult and hard to do it.
But, I need to do.
However it's suffer to face on the "mask people"
You need to face on them too.
However, they keep on destroyed your happy life.
Just don't bother about them, no need to bother this kind of annoying people.
They're useless in your life. They just only make you feel so unhappy.
I always told myself,
This kind of idio*... Just let them. Pretend nothings happen. Endure!
Betray.
You betray me.
If you ask me, how many time that guys who betray you?
I just can answer you, it's uncountable.
It's scary. Betray by the one who you'll believe to them.
And you'll feel so suffering.
The first time, I betray by someone that I believe.
It's hurt, it's suffer.
Keep on crying?
No.
I just feel so unbelievable!
and angry...
Maybe...
The "mask people" keep on talking about me, or someone who that know all about me that betrayed me.
Maybe...
I'll keep on laughing and keep on laughing, or I'll keep on crying and keep on crying, and I'll feel so unhappy.
The most things that I'll do, I'll shout myself or I'll shout to them, and feel very angry, angry and ANGRY.
Last time, I'll do like that, because I care on it, and I feel so unbelievable... And shout and shout in the depths in my heart.
Well, it's over. I'll never do like that anymore.
I'll told myself.
Just don't care about it. Just don't bother about this kind of "small people" and smile to myself.
I don't want to hurt by the one who betray me.
I don't want to care about what guys you're talking.
Because, it's just make me feel so unhappy?
Maybe they'll feel so happy that because they saw you don't have any respond.
They thought you scare about them.
So what?
Just let them feel happy, this kind of "small people"
Useless.
Actually, I can shout back you, and If I can I'll slap your face.
I can.
But, I lazy to do that.
Lazy to quarrel with this kind of people.
I not the kind of timid, and I'm not the kind of easy to bully by the others.
Please don't try to hurt me again, I'll never let you success.
Come on, I'll never let myself hurt by others anymore.
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